I will miss the people I worked with, the patients and their families. Over the years patients have shown me amazing strength and resiliency. Their families have also shown me strength but more importantly a powerful love, the things I have seen parents do for the love of their child is phenomenal. I have seen more miracles than I can count and heartbreak. The miracles kept me going but I cannot deny the repeated exposure to heartbreak makes it hard. The heartbreak is one reason I embrace this change.
Us pediatric nurses invest a lot emotional and physical energy into our patients and their families, they become our family. One mother told me a few years ago, after being discharged home after several months in the PICU, she felt lonely when she got home. While it was a celebration to finally be able to take her child home, she thought of us as family and missed us.
This is a bitter sweet feeling for me, being a pediatric bedside nurse has shaped me into being a better person and I am grateful for the experience. I will take that experience, love and passion, and get our story out there. One of the many things I am looking forward to is I am trading in my scrubs for amazing outfits.
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